life · marvel

Bruised, battered & beaten

cleanRead Man Without Fear #1 today. How apt. Lemme explain.

Some days I get home feeling like Matt Murdock after a hard night’s fight. I feel invisible bruises all over my body. I crawl, I limp, I stagger from one place to another. All I want to do, on times like this, is to throw myself to bed and sleep for 15 hours straight — enough time, I think, for my 40-year-old corpse to completely heal.

It was like that today. It was not only work; it was also the long and tedious commute home. First, there was the long line of passengers at the terminal. Took me more than an hour to get to the end of the line. The situation was so bad that even the senior citizens, who had a separate line, were bickering among themselves. I would’ve found this quite funny if I wasn’t in such a foul mood. Also, I was famished. Can’t laugh when you’re stomach is imitating Godzilla on speed.

Then there was the sluggish traffic, as the route home is peppered with notorious choke points, made worse by numerous road constructions. Still, despite the discomfort, I still found myself falling in and out of sleep inside the UV Express. Or perhaps I was fainting? Whatever. It was inside the UV Express where dinnertime found me.

Imagine nine hours of work and then that.

This happens so often that I’m sick and tired of hearing myself complain about it. Indeed, it is taking a toll on me both physically and mentally.

life · work

When Friday brings no joy

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Cursed day. Needless to say, no comic book was read today.

No fun: Work was difficult, and commuting home was hellish. Spent an hour and a half in a long line — that’s an hour and a half wasted from my life! Time I should’ve spent resting, reading, mentally prepping myself for my weekend shift. Killed boredom by watching Russian Doll on my tablet. Thank heavens for Netflix and technology.

But still: today was a day worth forgetting.

Couldn’t even enjoy the fact that I earned over P5,000 dividend from my membership at the office cooperative.

life · marvel

Thursday snikt

feb100624_1._sx360_ql80_ttd_For today’s comics I wanted something fierce and violent. Blood, guts, the works. Throw in some spit and grit for good measure. I thought a Wolverine comics would fit the bill. So I grabbed Vol.1 of Wolverine: Weapon X (“The Adamantium Men”), threw myself to bed, and pretended the world outside didn’t exist. Got as far as issue #3 before my body gave in to sleep.

Today was the exact opposite of yesterday. Work was slightly light, and commuting home was a breeze. There was still light when I arrived in Antipolo, though it was fading fast. When I emerged from a roadside eatery where I had dinner of cheap bacon (if that was really bacon), rice and soft drink, getting my eardrums brutally assaulted by corny music about love and longing all throughout, full night had descended.

At home I found my daughter having the blues. Her vacationing three-year-old cousin, with whom she is very fond of, returned to Hong Kong, and for her it was such an emotional blow. I tried to comfort her best I could, but I have no idea if it worked. Then she went online and I picked up my comics and that was that. Some dad I am.

life · marvel · weekend

First day of Feb is fab

new_avengers_vol_2_6Not much comic-reading happened today. I just read the two issues that complete Vol. 1 of the New Avengers (2010) TPB, and that was it. Reading time was spent mostly with Denis Johnson’s Nobody Move, which I finished today.  Something about finishing a book on the first day of a month makes me want to pat myself on the back. And if it lands on a Friday, like today, it makes for a double celebration. Sort of.

Speaking of Friday, today had been an extraordinary one. Work was light, the afternoon rush hour line of passengers at the Cubao terminal was long but moving fast, and I was home and already enjoying my weekend a little past 6 p.m. The wifey was there, as she was allowed to work remotely for the day, and together with the kiddo, whose grades improved during the third grading based on her report card, we had a cozy dinner at Coffee Project. It was a chilly night outside but inside it was warm. The smell of coffee soothed my nostrils, and I found myself feeling relaxed for the first time in seven days. Thought it was a good night to be with my family after the workweek I’ve been through.

Back home I watched two The Punisher episodes on Netflix and then went to bed thinking, What a way to start February.

life · marvel

When arrows fly

529690._sx1280_ql80_ttd_In Generations: The Archers, Kate Bishop and Clint Barton, the two Hawkeyes, find themselves on an island where some of Marvel’s most notorious marksmen are on a Hunger Games type of survival game. Since Clint doesn’t know her and is still wearing his old tacky costume, Kate assumes she’s mysteriously transported to the past by someone. Forging a friendship, the two work together to determine what the hell is going on, and who is behind it. They find the mastermind, but so do the other marksmen, including the homicidal maniac Bullseye, and that’s when the arrows and knives and swords start flying.

It’s a crazy-ass fun story, and I like it.

Thursday: woke up, went to work, got busy, went home. Watched episodes 2 and 3 of True Detective season 3 to decompress and thought the series is doing good so far. I hope it will not be like season 2 which, despite its stellar cast, is forgettable at best. For the third season I am putting my faith in Mahershala Ali.

Before sleeping, I pre-ordered comics for next week at Filbar’s. It’s an interesting bunch (Heroes in Crisis #5 and the first issue of Fight Club 3, among them) and it’ll cost me big, but so what?

 

image · life · work

Some days I feel like breaking rocks

black-magick-1_2a4eb6beb0Picked a random #1 from my to-read pile today. I’ve a lot of those. What I do is: I read these #1’s then see from there if I should check out the rest of the series, either in TPB/HC form or, if I can’t find a physical copy, on the internet. Greg Rucka’s Black Magick, as expected, deserves more of my attention.

Last day of work for me today as tomorrow, Friday, I’m on VL. I need the break, plus I also have to start working on the visa requirements for the Planned Big Family Trip this summer. Today, however, did not let go of me easily. Work was unbecomingly hectic for a Thursday, and very little help was coming my way. Worse, I had this nagging feeling that some people secretly abhor me. Perhaps this was all just in my head — in fact, I’m pretty convinced it was — but, hell, it nagged at me the whole freaking day, and it made my nine-hour grind cold and brutal and lonely. And so much for that.

Learned today that Eyehategod will be in town in March. If everything drops according to early plans I’ll be watching them with a hot date. We’ll see…

Heavy traffic on my way home. Watched the first half of First Man on my Samsung tablet. Dropped by my mother’s place for a fried chicken dinner — first time I felt good today.

life · marvel

Moral lessons

X-Man_All_Saints_Day_Vol_1_1Today’s comic book was a random pick. And an old one at that. How old? How about the-last-few-frames-were-still-dedicated-to-the-story’s-moral lesson old? (This one’s about how you live your life, not how long). Not sure, but I think they stopped doing comics like that after 1999. Anyway, this may be dated, but not actually bad. It was, in fact, kind of fun.

Back to the normal scheme of things today. Anyone who woke up moaning about post-holiday blues was just prolonging the agony. Despite this, though, commuting to and from work was surprisingly not as bad as I had anticipated. I reached Antipolo early and therefore had time to visit my mother for dinner and conversation.

Saw someone today who reminded that, once upon a time, I was holding something precious in my hand, only to turn it into shit because of my stupidity. (No wonder I get emotional when I hear Weezer’s “Butterfly.”) Ah, well. That’s life I guess. Talk about moral lessons.

Perhaps it was the cold weather, but today, for the first time in a long while, I listened to a black metal album: Deathspell Omega’s Paracletus. Listened to it from first song to last.