life · marvel

Bruised, battered & beaten

cleanRead Man Without Fear #1 today. How apt. Lemme explain.

Some days I get home feeling like Matt Murdock after a hard night’s fight. I feel invisible bruises all over my body. I crawl, I limp, I stagger from one place to another. All I want to do, on times like this, is to throw myself to bed and sleep for 15 hours straight — enough time, I think, for my 40-year-old corpse to completely heal.

It was like that today. It was not only work; it was also the long and tedious commute home. First, there was the long line of passengers at the terminal. Took me more than an hour to get to the end of the line. The situation was so bad that even the senior citizens, who had a separate line, were bickering among themselves. I would’ve found this quite funny if I wasn’t in such a foul mood. Also, I was famished. Can’t laugh when you’re stomach is imitating Godzilla on speed.

Then there was the sluggish traffic, as the route home is peppered with notorious choke points, made worse by numerous road constructions. Still, despite the discomfort, I still found myself falling in and out of sleep inside the UV Express. Or perhaps I was fainting? Whatever. It was inside the UV Express where dinnertime found me.

Imagine nine hours of work and then that.

This happens so often that I’m sick and tired of hearing myself complain about it. Indeed, it is taking a toll on me both physically and mentally.

marvel · weekend

Weekend report 0006

736612._sx360_ql80_ttd_I remember writing here what a disappointment Deadpool #8 was and hoping that the next issue would be a rebound. Turns out wishes still do come true, because #9, released last week, is better than I had expected. In fact, it was awesome. One of the, if not the best issue so far in the Skottie Young run of Deadpool.

In here, Wade Wilson goes around trying to find his heart — literally! He wakes up and there’s a big hole in his chest where his heart used to be. He then enlists Jessica Jones for help, and together they seek information from Daredevil and Brother Voodoo. Tombstone also makes an appearance, but only as a poor punching bag for the temperamental Jessica. There’s also another cameo but I’ll not spoil it for the clueless internet wanderer who finds himself reading this. But believe me, that appearance is the perfect high, hysterical note to end this helluva issue with.

Anyway, considering that I had to work on Saturday, at least there was this Deadpool issue to cheer me up during such a shortened weekend. Other causes of joy: a solitary dinner at Yoshinoya Megamall an hour before closing time on Saturday (after picking up my comics at Filbar’s), finishing Russian Doll on Netflix and starting with You, and watching this crazy-ass rock-n-roll-slash-monster-movie called Dead Ant (Tom Arnold still has it!). Come to think of it, the weekend — short as it was — wasn’t really that bad.

life · marvel

Thursday snikt

feb100624_1._sx360_ql80_ttd_For today’s comics I wanted something fierce and violent. Blood, guts, the works. Throw in some spit and grit for good measure. I thought a Wolverine comics would fit the bill. So I grabbed Vol.1 of Wolverine: Weapon X (“The Adamantium Men”), threw myself to bed, and pretended the world outside didn’t exist. Got as far as issue #3 before my body gave in to sleep.

Today was the exact opposite of yesterday. Work was slightly light, and commuting home was a breeze. There was still light when I arrived in Antipolo, though it was fading fast. When I emerged from a roadside eatery where I had dinner of cheap bacon (if that was really bacon), rice and soft drink, getting my eardrums brutally assaulted by corny music about love and longing all throughout, full night had descended.

At home I found my daughter having the blues. Her vacationing three-year-old cousin, with whom she is very fond of, returned to Hong Kong, and for her it was such an emotional blow. I tried to comfort her best I could, but I have no idea if it worked. Then she went online and I picked up my comics and that was that. Some dad I am.

marvel · work

So I had a bad day…

venom_the_hunted_vol_1_1Read Venom: The Hunted today, which is part of the Venom: Along Came a Spider TPB, a 398-page tome I started reading way back last year but can’t seem to finish for some reason. Maybe because I find the stories, though entertaining, kind of dated. Or they lack darkness. What can I say? I dig dark stuff. Especially when we’re talking about Eddie Brock.

Terrible day today. Was neck-deep in work on account of sick office-mates. Then I was asked by the bosses to clock in about three hours of work on Saturday for a special assignment connected to the May elections. I doubt I’ll be at the office for up to three hours only, considering how rotten my luck is these days. I feel one of the Saturday peeps will call in sick that day and I’ll be forced to clock in a whole shift. I’m mentally preparing myself for that eventuality.

Aside from work-related shit, there was also that long line of passengers I had to deal with today coming home. Took me more than an hour standing in that goddamn line, sanity preserved only my the Metallica biography I’m reading. By the time I got home I was a stressed out ball of hate. Went to bed early.

feelz · marvel

Morbid Monday

deadpool_vol_3_4_moore_variantWith over a dozen new additions to my stack of TPBs and HCs courtesy of that damn Powerbooks’ clearance sale, I figured I should start reading them ASAP. So last Saturday, in the middle of reading frenzy, I cracked open Deadpool: Dead Presidents. It’s a slim book, consisting only of six issues, and I could’ve finished it in one sitting if I wanted to, but I didn’t. Something came up, namely Mick Wall’s Enter Night: A Biography of Metallica. So today I picked up from where I left off. One word to describe this book: insane. And I love it!

Perhaps it was the gloominess of Monday, but I was dark today. Like, heavy metal dark. Walking from my mother’s place to our house, a good half-kilometer walk, more or less, I thought I’d be comfortable killing myself at that very moment. (Take note: comfortable, not eager. Worlds apart.) In my mind I was already composing a note, with perhaps the best last paragraph I could think of to leave the world by. I was not troubled by the thought; in fact, I was kind of amused by it. Like I was about to do a little mischief to annoy the neighbors. Leave the bastards scratching their heads.

But nothing happened. I am writing this now, after all, with my head decidedly clearer.

Perhaps it was just a stray thought that lingered longer than it should. Still, I am not taking it lightly…

life · marvel · weekend

First day of Feb is fab

new_avengers_vol_2_6Not much comic-reading happened today. I just read the two issues that complete Vol. 1 of the New Avengers (2010) TPB, and that was it. Reading time was spent mostly with Denis Johnson’s Nobody Move, which I finished today.  Something about finishing a book on the first day of a month makes me want to pat myself on the back. And if it lands on a Friday, like today, it makes for a double celebration. Sort of.

Speaking of Friday, today had been an extraordinary one. Work was light, the afternoon rush hour line of passengers at the Cubao terminal was long but moving fast, and I was home and already enjoying my weekend a little past 6 p.m. The wifey was there, as she was allowed to work remotely for the day, and together with the kiddo, whose grades improved during the third grading based on her report card, we had a cozy dinner at Coffee Project. It was a chilly night outside but inside it was warm. The smell of coffee soothed my nostrils, and I found myself feeling relaxed for the first time in seven days. Thought it was a good night to be with my family after the workweek I’ve been through.

Back home I watched two The Punisher episodes on Netflix and then went to bed thinking, What a way to start February.

comics · marvel

Lost my self-control again

728766._sx1280_ql80_ttd_The new Guardians of the Galaxy is off to a  roaring start. Thanos is dead, but not really — you just can’t put a good villain down (just ask Juan Ponce Enrile). Meanwhile, en route to Knowhere, trouble finds Peter Quill and Groot, prompting Quill to form a new team of cosmic misfits. And then to spice things up, Thanos’ former cronies, the Black Order, sent on a mission here to retrieve the Mad Titan’s headless body, now serve a new master.

To me, this has all the makings of a future classic. Issue #2 can’t drop soon enough.

In other news: splurged on TPBs again today (damn you, Powerbooks, damn you to hell!). The plan was to check out the branch in Shangri-La Plaza Mall and spent P500 on two or three TPBs. Somewhere between plan and execution, however, something went wrong, because I ended up spending a little over P1,000 for eight TPBs. Indeed, when it comes to the things I like, me and self-control don’t get along well.

Now, not only my to-read pile has increased significantly, but I’m neck-deep in credit card debt, something that makes me uncomfortable. I’m reminded of a Charles Bukowski wisdom: “Find something you love and let it kill you.” Sometimes, it’s the boozers that make sense.

And with that, I say sayonara to January.

marvel · work

Start of Hell Week is… hellish

new_avengers_vol_2_1Got started on Brian Michael Bendis’ run of New Avengers today. Luke Cage, Spider-Man, Iron Fist, Ms. Marvel, Wolverine — what’s not to like? I hope the story arc is as good as the cast. Bendis is kind of a hit-or-miss guy for me.

Day One of Hell Week — busy as fuck in the morning, what with senatorial radio interviews and Pepe Smith croaking, not to mention all the presscons and statements about yesterday’s twin bombings in a Jolo cathedral. It almost made me want to quit, troop to a nearby fancy bar, order a tequila, and drunk-flirt with Krey Trajano on Instagram.

But the afternoon was a different beast. Desk reinforcements came and I withdrew to the backseat where I stayed until it was time to punch out and call it a day.

Dropped by my mother’s place before going home. She was in a bright mood and not complaining about anything except the cold weather. At least there was that.

Tomorrow I face Day Two.

life · marvel

When arrows fly

529690._sx1280_ql80_ttd_In Generations: The Archers, Kate Bishop and Clint Barton, the two Hawkeyes, find themselves on an island where some of Marvel’s most notorious marksmen are on a Hunger Games type of survival game. Since Clint doesn’t know her and is still wearing his old tacky costume, Kate assumes she’s mysteriously transported to the past by someone. Forging a friendship, the two work together to determine what the hell is going on, and who is behind it. They find the mastermind, but so do the other marksmen, including the homicidal maniac Bullseye, and that’s when the arrows and knives and swords start flying.

It’s a crazy-ass fun story, and I like it.

Thursday: woke up, went to work, got busy, went home. Watched episodes 2 and 3 of True Detective season 3 to decompress and thought the series is doing good so far. I hope it will not be like season 2 which, despite its stellar cast, is forgettable at best. For the third season I am putting my faith in Mahershala Ali.

Before sleeping, I pre-ordered comics for next week at Filbar’s. It’s an interesting bunch (Heroes in Crisis #5 and the first issue of Fight Club 3, among them) and it’ll cost me big, but so what?

 

marvel · weekend

Weekend report 0003

728906._sx360_ql80_ttd_With me still in cost-cutting mode, I pre-ordered only one comic book this week: Marvel Comics Presents #1. It’s an anthology, and I dig anthologies, so why not? The first story features Wolverine fighting a demon summoned by a gypsy woman facing execution by the Nazis. Then it was followed by two one-and-done’s — one has Namor in WWII having moral dilemma over the Allied forces’ intention to nuke Japan to oblivion, while the other has Captain America bonding with a teenage daredevil over motorcycles and dreams. It’s a good issue, but whether or not I’ll pre-order #2 is still a big question mark.

Had another cool weekend. Saturday was spent with the wifey at Megamall. After submitting our visa requirements for our Planned Big Trip in April we considered watching Glass but changed our minds after reading negative online reviews. Instead we just loitered around the mall checking out comic shops and toy stores and the department store. For lunch we tried Sunnies Cafè and for merienda Zoo Cafè. Went home when our feet started to ache. Gone are the days when we can do this all day and still had the energy for hard drinks at night.

Sunday morning I went biking. Was 5 kms short of my 30-km target but what the hell. Weeks of physical inactivity have turned my body soft. Ugh.